Rejection
March 2, 2021Have you rejected by something? Was it hurting your feeling? Love, work, career, social life. Rejection is painful. How rejection doesn’t hurt when I put everything on it? Sometimes, feeling rejected came without warning. Although it was weird, although it was sad I somehow cried, because it was so painful. Sincere is hard being patiently endlessly. For the first time in my life, the rejection was not painful like usual. I’ve never been this sincere. Maybe I old enough to feel this kind of rejection, maybe I didn’t set my hope too high, maybe I accept every condition that will…
Buntu
Buntu, kataku. Padahal baru saja tahun baru, namun tidak terasa, namanya juga waktu. Asal jangan menjadi halu saja. Teruntuk aku yang belakangan sering dilahap rasa ingin tau. Bukan belakangan, tapi sering kali. Rasa ingin tau yang begitu besar sampai sering dibuat…
communicate
“There is the right timing for everything, but we always realize that later”. We constantly misunderstanding each other for the little things and often provoke wrath. Feeling disappointed about an action, attitude even our silence can be wrong. A misunderstanding…
It’ll be alright
We often live in anxiety. While forgetting about the fact that it too shall pass. We worry about the future that it’s not here. We waste our energy on stuff that’s not important. How to comfort ourselves? Another day is…
Moody
Afraid is not always be accompanied by a decision in the end. Regardless of how difficult it is, there is still a small voice that echoes in the heart. Be brave or be afraid. Often I become fearless of my…
Finding solace amidst the chaos
Jenuh itu pasti. Ada masa dimana setiap hal yang kita lakukan terasa biasa-biasa saja, rasa ingin marah, nyerah, lelah, kecewa segala bentuk emosi yang dikemas dalam pikiran, wajah dan hati dengan sinkronisasi yang pas. Mungkin, karena satu, dua atau bahkan…
Slow down
Kehilangan paling besar menurutku adalah kehilangan diri sendiri. Diri sendiri bukan orang lain. Orang lain datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan itu sudah biasa, sudah lumrah. Ada yang datang tanpa permisi, pergi tanpa pamit, atau sebaliknya. Sumber ketakutanku yang paling besar,…
Inadequate
Someone said to me “Even though you didn’t wake up early, today is good” Some days, I just don’t feel like doing anything. It can hit me all day, or more than a day. It comes and goes, it probably…
Lingkaran
Kita bahkan sudah kehilangan satu sama lain jauh sebelum dimulai. Garis ambang batas begitu saja tercipta, tanpa sadar sejak segala cakra di insan kita masing-masing mulai resah. Rengkuhan kita tidak ditempat yang sama, sekali lagi logika dan hati selalu berdebat…
a calm life
Have you ever heard anything like this? “if you organize your plan well, you can go on a world tour in a day.” It’s just not factually true, but it means that the order is essential. Life is a series…
Manera de Pensar
Starting is ‘the hardest part’. The worst enemy for a new start is trying to have a perfect start. If you wait until everything is ready, it may be too late. You don’t have to be great at first. You…
