We often live in anxiety. While forgetting about the fact that it too shall pass. We worry about the future that it’s not here. We waste our energy on stuff that’s not important. How to comfort ourselves? Another day is here, I wake up and make my bed even though I didn’t get a good
Afraid is not always be accompanied by a decision in the end. Regardless of how difficult it is, there is still a small voice that echoes in the heart. Be brave or be afraid. Often I become fearless of my fears or fear of my courage. It works together to form self-protection that even without
Jenuh itu pasti. Ada masa dimana setiap hal yang kita lakukan terasa biasa-biasa saja, rasa ingin marah, nyerah, lelah, kecewa segala bentuk emosi yang dikemas dalam pikiran, wajah dan hati dengan sinkronisasi yang pas. Mungkin, karena satu, dua atau bahkan beberapa hal membuat semua hal itu menjadi nyata, seperti kalut. Manusia seringkali menerka-nerka; tidak semua,
Kehilangan paling besar menurutku adalah kehilangan diri sendiri. Diri sendiri bukan orang lain. Orang lain datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan itu sudah biasa, sudah lumrah. Ada yang datang tanpa permisi, pergi tanpa pamit, atau sebaliknya. Sumber ketakutanku yang paling besar, kehilangan diri sendiri. Semakin lama rasa takut kehilangan diri sendiri lebih sering dipicu oleh hal-hal
Someone said to me “Even though you didn’t wake up early, today is good” Some days, I just don’t feel like doing anything. It can hit me all day, or more than a day. It comes and goes, it probably happens more than I would like to admit. I don’t like it, feeling tiring a
Kita bahkan sudah kehilangan satu sama lain jauh sebelum dimulai. Garis ambang batas begitu saja tercipta, tanpa sadar sejak segala cakra di insan kita masing-masing mulai resah. Rengkuhan kita tidak ditempat yang sama, sekali lagi logika dan hati selalu berdebat di posisi yang sama. Koma kini menghilang diganti titik, yang tersisa hanya lembar halaman yang
Have you ever heard anything like this? “if you organize your plan well, you can go on a world tour in a day.” It’s just not factually true, but it means that the order is essential. Life is a series of choices. From morning to night, we are faced with choices, and if we have
Starting is ‘the hardest part’. The worst enemy for a new start is trying to have a perfect start. If you wait until everything is ready, it may be too late. You don’t have to be great at first. You will get better as you go. Starting something and then slowly fixing things as you
I fling my memory tonight. At exactly 1 am, my mind wanders, in the past. Listening to Epik High song “Love story” makes it so complicated. Many words of thanks and apologies are difficult to count. If it’s about the good news that always pleated in prayer, I’m happy. It isn’t about feeling crowded in
It’s been a long time. I promised myself to keep writing and blogging at least one story every week. But, suddenly it’s a little bit hard to keep maintaining that promised. I have a lot of stories in my mind that I want to share. Not only for everyone but for me. I wish I
