• Soul

    Rejection

    vase with pampas grass placed on desk

    Have you rejected by something? Was it hurting your feeling? Love, work, career, social life. Rejection is painful. How rejection doesn’t hurt when I put everything on it? Sometimes, feeling rejected came without warning. Although it was weird, although it was sad I somehow cried, because it was so painful. Sincere is hard being patiently endlessly. For the first time in my life, the rejection was not painful like usual. I’ve never been this sincere. Maybe I old enough to feel this kind of rejection, maybe I didn’t set my hope too high, maybe I accept every condition that will…

  • Writing

    Buntu

    Buntu, kataku. Padahal baru saja tahun baru, namun tidak terasa, namanya juga waktu. Asal jangan menjadi halu saja. Teruntuk aku yang belakangan sering dilahap rasa ingin tau. Bukan belakangan, tapi sering kali. Rasa ingin tau yang begitu besar sampai sering dibuat…

  • Soul

    communicate

    “There is the right timing for everything, but we always realize that later”. We constantly misunderstanding each other for the little things and often provoke wrath. Feeling disappointed about an action, attitude even our silence can be wrong. A misunderstanding…

  • Life,  Soul,  Writing

    It’ll be alright

    We often live in anxiety. While forgetting about the fact that it too shall pass. We worry about the future that it’s not here. We waste our energy on stuff that’s not important. How to comfort ourselves? Another day is…

  • Writing

    Moody

    Afraid is not always be accompanied by a decision in the end. Regardless of how difficult it is, there is still a small voice that echoes in the heart. Be brave or be afraid. Often I become fearless of my…

  • Life,  Writing

    Finding solace amidst the chaos

    Jenuh itu pasti. Ada masa dimana setiap hal yang kita lakukan terasa biasa-biasa saja, rasa ingin marah, nyerah, lelah, kecewa segala bentuk emosi yang dikemas dalam pikiran, wajah dan hati dengan sinkronisasi yang pas.  Mungkin, karena satu, dua atau bahkan…

  • Life,  Soul,  Writing

    Slow down

    Kehilangan paling besar menurutku adalah kehilangan diri sendiri. Diri sendiri bukan orang lain. Orang lain datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan itu sudah biasa, sudah lumrah. Ada yang datang tanpa permisi, pergi tanpa pamit, atau sebaliknya. Sumber ketakutanku yang paling besar,…

  • College,  Life

    Inadequate

    Someone said to me “Even though you didn’t wake up early, today is good” Some days, I just don’t feel like doing anything. It can hit me all day, or more than a day. It comes and goes, it probably…

  • Writing

    Lingkaran

    Kita bahkan sudah kehilangan satu sama lain jauh sebelum dimulai. Garis ambang batas begitu saja tercipta, tanpa sadar sejak segala cakra di insan kita masing-masing mulai resah. Rengkuhan kita tidak ditempat yang sama, sekali lagi logika dan hati selalu berdebat…

  • Health,  Life,  Soul

    a calm life

    Have you ever heard anything like this? “if you organize your plan well, you can go on a world tour in a day.” It’s just not factually true, but it means that the order is essential. Life is a series…

  • Life,  Soul

    Manera de Pensar

    Starting is ‘the hardest part’. The worst enemy for a new start is trying to have a perfect start. If you wait until everything is ready, it may be too late. You don’t have to be great at first. You…