It’ll be alright
July 20, 2020We often live in anxiety. While forgetting about the fact that it too shall pass. We worry about the future that it’s not here. We waste our energy on stuff that’s not important. How to comfort ourselves? Another day is here, I wake up and make my bed even though I didn’t get a good night’s sleep. I make a warm cup of tea, sit with my feelings~ Big and small problems have happened to me. They are taking my time away. I’m worried that I might get burned out. Cleaning is as good as working out. I clean so…
Moody
Afraid is not always be accompanied by a decision in the end. Regardless of how difficult it is, there is still a small voice that echoes in the heart. Be brave or be afraid. Often I become fearless of my…
Finding solace amidst the chaos
Jenuh itu pasti. Ada masa dimana setiap hal yang kita lakukan terasa biasa-biasa saja, rasa ingin marah, nyerah, lelah, kecewa segala bentuk emosi yang dikemas dalam pikiran, wajah dan hati dengan sinkronisasi yang pas. Mungkin, karena satu, dua atau bahkan…
Slow down
Kehilangan paling besar menurutku adalah kehilangan diri sendiri. Diri sendiri bukan orang lain. Orang lain datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan itu sudah biasa, sudah lumrah. Ada yang datang tanpa permisi, pergi tanpa pamit, atau sebaliknya. Sumber ketakutanku yang paling besar,…
Inadequate
Someone said to me “Even though you didn’t wake up early, today is good” Some days, I just don’t feel like doing anything. It can hit me all day, or more than a day. It comes and goes, it probably…
Lingkaran
Kita bahkan sudah kehilangan satu sama lain jauh sebelum dimulai. Garis ambang batas begitu saja tercipta, tanpa sadar sejak segala cakra di insan kita masing-masing mulai resah. Rengkuhan kita tidak ditempat yang sama, sekali lagi logika dan hati selalu berdebat…
a calm life
Have you ever heard anything like this? “if you organize your plan well, you can go on a world tour in a day.” It’s just not factually true, but it means that the order is essential. Life is a series…
Manera de Pensar
Starting is ‘the hardest part’. The worst enemy for a new start is trying to have a perfect start. If you wait until everything is ready, it may be too late. You don’t have to be great at first. You…
Past Tense
I fling my memory tonight. At exactly 1 am, my mind wanders, in the past. Listening to Epik High song “Love story” makes it so complicated. Many words of thanks and apologies are difficult to count. If it’s about the…
Binoculars
It’s been a long time. I promised myself to keep writing and blogging at least one story every week. But, suddenly it’s a little bit hard to keep maintaining that promised. I have a lot of stories in my mind…
Anglur-Selur
Kau sering bersembunyi dibalik pilar-pilar pertahananmu yang kutau akan segera runtuh ia lewat antara yang ada dan tiada. Ragu maksutnya. Aku sering bersembunyi dibalik pertanyaan dan pernyataan keyakinanku yang kau tau akan segera runtuh ia lewat antara ada dan tiada.…
